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Rant!!! (You've been warned: DO NOT READ IF YOU THINK IT WILL BE OFFENSIVE)

To the disillusionment of everyday life, I find that somethings are greater left unspoken. But then there are silences that must not be left unbroken. Where do I go with all of this? Simply put, Life is a bunch of bullshit. I'd rather be alive than dead right now, for obvious reasons, but I wish that this fucking bullshit of an existence be brought about in revolution of mind and body.

To start, I would like to first say, that religion is the first thing that must change. The fact that you some money hungry bible belt televangelist and some boy raping priest telling you how you should live your life is insane. I quote Marylin Manson here:

“Humanity isn’t about constantly having to seek forgiveness for being human; humanity is leading a guiltless existence as an individual. That is Armageddon, because, to Christianity, if you forsake the idea of God and believe in yourself, the world is over.”

Enough said. I get fucking tired of hearing these "believe in god or your going to hell " stories. It is just PBS (Pure Bull Shit) to hear such banter, nonetheless from a Catholic Priest, who probably spends his time in the rectum, I mean, Rectory, with his fellow Parishioner's kid or the nun who says she'll won't get none.

But it is not just Christianity. I get fucking tired of the Orthodox Jewish Neighborhoods giving EVERYBODY a dirty look, as if they would think they are better than everyone. I fucking hate the fact that because they believe they have a "biblical" right, they can take land from the Palestinians. You know what I say.. Your Fucking wrong! It's their land. You want it, go to war and take it, but do not push it off on your Sorry ass beliefs as an excuse.

Nor is it just Judaism. Islam is to blame too, because Women cannot be treated as fucking equals. Jeez, you can fuck her, force her to do what ever you want, but she cannot be equal and she makes sure your children are taken care of and every other godforsaken thing a woman has to go through just to make sure everything at home is on an even keel. What the Fuck man?! GROW UP! It is just wrong to say that a woman must complete hide her form from men, so she will not tempt them. That is some PBS if I ever heard it. Also, where the fuck do you get off killing innocents, if in the name of Allah. The Christians did this in the four crusades and they still haven't owned up to it. Now you're repeating what they do. And Women aren't equal. They are Fuck Toys, Slaves and Caretakers and now Suicide bombers, but not Equal. That is horseshit 

Now, I do realize out of the those three listed faiths I am going to offend some of you, well guess what, that's life. Don't like it, please... I encourage your suicide. It is my opinion and I've grown fed up with the world.

The next thing that must change is the idiots we elect to represent ourselves. The simple fact that we have killed thousands of Iraqi men and Women and Children fighting in an unjust cause while we couldn't even save our own at home is simply an act of idiocy. George W. Bush ought to be tried and jailed and even possibly executed for his crime against his fellow American Citizens. Why in THE BLUE FUCKING HELL, could you not help your people, the same ones you swore to serve? Why? But you'd commit us and fucking pawns in your sick game to conquer and defeat what you see as an Axis of Evil, but in other words, contries that refuse to kiss your ass.

Now I do not support what Slobodan Milosevic, The Talaban or Saddam Hussein did, but I must certainly say, it was none of our fucking business. That is what George Washington had in mind with his farewell address. I'm sure that great man is  rolling over in his grave right now as he had probably rolled over for the last 85 years. Isolationism worked well for us. Get a fucking clue Bush, STAY OUT OF THAT WHICH DOES NOT CONCERN YOU!

Oh buy I have more to say, only little time to say it, so I will come back in a series of articles nonetheless. Fare thee Well

Currently Listening Tourniquet By Marilyn Manson see related

   And here I thought of all things, things would change for the better or for the worse. Here I thought life would forever remain non-chalant and cruel. But yet in the coming of the spring, the season of Beltane... I never knew that I could feel so loved, and so barren too.

I cannot detail to you rite now what is exactly going on. All I can hope for really is that my life finally becomes truly cohorent, and that I can have the peace and happiness that so many of us take for granted, as if we are entitled to it.

But the chaos does continue now as if it had been born with me. As if I were an Antichrist, bent on overturning everything in my wake, in my path. This bitter winter loneliness has been lifted by my new love and soon bride to be. But the bitter battles, the Benedict Arnold that had resurfaced yet again.

Forsworn desolace has never been my exact forte, but yet in that same desolation, I find resolve and comfort. Perhaps, you will find some too, but not in that same desolation. May you not find it in the darkness that I love to wallow in and to lament my ever enshrouded mind in.

For this I have given up all but hope and love. For if my hope is gone, so is the last of my humanity. And thus, if love and hope are stripped from me, my world would be at it's darkest hour it has ever seen. And this time, there would be no going back.

Currently Listening Antichrist Superstar By Marilyn Manson see related

A Prayer

Wherefore art thou?

A song the wind whispers high above a deep below

Beloved of all things, a whispered name echoes amongst the tides of the sea

Marvita, Marvita, wherefore art thou?

Caressed by the darkest of eves

Where art thou, my love?

Cast in shining gold with eyes of amber and sardonyx

Whose hair falls in a shimmering ray of silky ebony and bronze

And the Heaven above would deny me no entrance

For the Hell below shall give me no obeisance nor abide me

Wherefore art thou, my beloved?

Wherefore art thou, my enchanting Goddess

Whose charm carries no witchcraft

And whose touch lifted me my from my darkest hell, myself

Whence comest thou?

From the barren darkness of winter and shadows of an old life

And an old year

Thine touch be a cure,

That I do not drink from Lethe, nor do I seek the balm in Gilead

The phoenix meets The Dragon

And unleashed untold pain for whence a thousand tears

Of blood and lust be made free

Shadows and shades touch me not, an Angel has purified a soul lost

As my soul rocks on the Darkness

And Shines in the Light

For the mesmeric sway, I swoon and dance

Drunken with the prayer answered

Once bound, now arisen

For once upon a time, a flame sealed my soul with burning passion

And left me to die in sorrow and lowliness of Despair

And now, I know who and what true love is....

Mi Corazon, my love of a thousand lifetimes

I will never shed this darkness

But it is my weapon and my tool

And I shall shine on, with you by my side

An Angel, a lover and my best friend

A prayer answered, by God I never believed in

But...

Wracked no more with pain, my soul forever loves the light

Currently Listening Nymphetamine By Cradle of Filth 06. Nymphetamine (Overdose) see related